I sit here day after day, wondering if Im alive,
Wondering if you hear me breathe the long, dragging
What must I do or become to make my presence
Could it be that Im just doom to be in this crowded room
What must I do to grab your attention or just a moment
of your time,
Must I sit and conjure a spell or two and cast it when the
Should I make myself a dazzling beauty and win you with
Should I place my very body into your once loving arms?
I wonder if I could recreate all those special moments in
Those times when you could see that I was here by your
What can I do to awaken those thoughts of loving care,
Those times in our lives, those moments that you knew
that I was there.
Even in this crowded room you make me feel so alone,
Some days I think to myself if I left would you notice that
I was even gone.
If I up and just disappeared would you come and search
Would you lose your mind, or fall apart or would you just
leave me be.
So I now contemplate these lingering questions in my
Hoping that I’m not doom to see my soul torn apart.
So once again I breathe my cleansing sigh to help these
thoughts of loneliness be gone,
I’m tired of being second best to others, I need your love
to be known.
I say my prayers and lay down my head hoping that
morning brings some welcomed relief,
One day I won’t feel so alone, on me, my true loves
arms await to receive.
Todays best new poem was written by PoeticLady.